VETERAN DIES in BLAST, What She SAW NEXT Will SHOCK YOU (Near Death Experience NDE) with Natalie Sudman

Alex Ferrari 0:00
Tell me what your life was like, before you died.

Natalie Sudman 0:08
I grew up in suburban Minneapolis area and went to, you know, into college and went to grad school for art. I was working as an archaeologist. Before I went over to Iraq, I was a civilian employee of the US Army Corps of Engineers. And I was hired to be a construction representative, which basically means kind of babysitting, construction contracts, going out to the sites and checking them over. I had, luckily for really fabulous Iraqi engineers who knew exactly what they were doing. And they were my eyes and ears in the field, largely, and they really kept track of the projects day to day in the field. I liked being over there. It was fascinating to me, I grew up in a church and a Presbyterian Church. And I kind of just wandered away from that in my 20s. And I've always been interested in psychic things, psychic phenomena, I remember even as a little tiny kid, like maybe four years old, sitting in church and staring at someone and thinking, scratch your ear, scratch your ear scratch until they would scratch their ear. So I mean, I played around with stuff ever since I was little, I would have dreams that and then they would later happen, things like that. I kind of got more serious about it in my 30s, maybe 10 years before I went to Iraq. So when we went outside camp outside the wire, we would travel in an armed convoy. So on this day, we had I had two colleagues with me, or maybe it was three colleagues with me. And only two of us could travel in one vehicle because we also had a driver and a guard and each truck. So we had a four vehicle convoy. We had a got a lead truck in the two principal trucks with all of us Corps of Engineers, people in it, and a gun truck in back. And we had visited a few construction sites. And we had it was the end of the day, we had been a long day. So I was kind of leaning my head on the door handle half asleep and our vehicle hit and improvised explosive device on the road. The instant that or maybe before I don't know, the instant that it exploded i i left my body. The book that I wrote goes into a lot of detail about my perceptions of my experiences. But it kind of in a nutshell, I found myself standing on like a little stage. And there were 1000s of beings all around me kind of like a stadium. I immediately knew who where I was, I knew what I was doing. I wasn't disoriented. I knew what had happened. I knew what was going on. And I just started downloading information to these beings. And we had a little back and forth. I said I wasn't interested in going back and they're like, Well, what if you did this? Oh, yeah. Okay. I'm easily swayed. And even in the afterlife. Yeah, you want to go to Iraq? Sure. Hang up the phone. Oh, my God, what am I done? Yeah, so I agreed to go back we talked about we talked communicated. I mean, it's all kind of the communication is not even I wouldn't even call it telepathic, I would call it kind of conceptual. It's instantaneous. And it's complete anyway, then I call it blinking. Because it's, the movement is so quick, I blinked to another environment, which was I describe it as a sort of velvety blackness where I really didn't have a form anymore. I was kind of an organization of energy centered on my awareness. First, there were two other beings there kind of tuning, tuning up my organization of energy. And then I had a guess, a kind of version of a life review. And then I'd went into a deep breath state. And, and I don't know how long it was in that, I mean, there's no time in that state, and eventually came out blinked again, I could see all four of us in the truck. And I could also perceive that all of that scene is organizations of energy. So our bodies were in organizations of energy and the truck was organization of energy. And everything was very fluid. Because you know, energy is fluid. We perceive things as solid form, but actually, they're simply organizations of energy. Even if you break down particles, farther and farther and farther, what you end up with is just energy. Anyway, so I was playing around with different injuries and eventually I set the injuries that I wanted that would set me up for are the things that I wanted to do or how I wanted to experience myself were things of the world. And then I blinked back to that big gathering. And we kind of talked about or communicated about some things that I had agreed to do. And I blinked again. And I was standing right next to the truck. And I was with about eight other beings. And we were all talking about what I had agreed to do what talking about it kind of on a different level. And then when I'm standing next to the truck with these other eight or nine beings, we were discussing things more like from the ground level, you know, things can look very different from management level and from if you're the one pounding the nails, right. And then when we're done talking about that, I just, I blinked and I popped that there was an audible pop in my head, and I was back in the truck, they're still around, the truck was still rolling down the road, my eyes were still closed, but I knew exactly what had happened. I was with two other beings. And we thought from that perspective, that this was hilarious. We just thought this was so funny. We would we chop off my arm, and then watch me my right arm, and then watch me try to figure out how to write and do everything the rest of my life with my left hand, and oh, my God, we were laughing so hard. This is what people are talking about when they say council of elders. So could this have been a Cultural Council of Elders? Sure, in a sense, I recognized all those beings. These weren't like relatives or old friends, or they were beings functioning in a different capacity. I do know that some of them had had lives in bodies, but they weren't in bodies now. And it felt like maybe their time and bodies, they'd already done that maybe they were finished with that, or, but still had an interest in this reality. I think that we put very specific boundaries on this reality, we say when you're in a body, or in this reality, when you're not, when you're not in a body, you're not in this reality. But I think that the boundaries are much more diffuse than that, I think you can certainly be out of a body and still be participating in this world, interacting with this world on different levels or in different ways. And I think these beings had some interest in humanity, maybe put it that way, in humanity. And I would say also in other consciousnesses, or other kinds of being that we often overlook, or don't consider to be conscious animals, plants, rocks, the wind, clouds, Otter, I went to the healing environment, you know,

It's been a while since I've written my book, I think about it as this happened, you come back into a body and you have to organize it in in linear time. So I'm gonna say from the deep breast environment when I blink to the healing environment, which is where I could see the it's like I was head like a 45 degree angle down, I was hovering above the whole desert scene, with the blown up truck and us inside inside the truck. And I was kind of doing the equivalent of waving a hand and I would set different injuries in my body. And then I would see in one instant, I would see my whole life as it would happen if I had that injury. So I would wave my hand and I make the hole in my head bigger and give myself some brain damage and then see a flash of how the rest of my life would go. So I had my right heel was broken and a chunk of sharp sharp nose in there. Both of the bones in my forearm are shattered and the wrist, some of the wrist bones are broken. All the bones on the right side of my face were broken. I had a skull fracture. It's kind of redundant, but then I had a hole was blown into my skull here and there was shrapnel in the frontal sinus there. There was shrapnel in both eyes. I think I think they took a little bit out of that I have a lot of damage to my right eye. The retina eventually came detached and it was tattered. They did reattach it. I do remember days when the pain was just so bad. I couldn't think straight I couldn't even move. But I also remember a lot of times just finding things very funny just finding it really hilarious that that I couldn't even get out of bed and finding it hilarious that people kept walking in my room and just giving me gifts because it was right before Christmas and lots and lots of really sweet, wonderful people. Go to Walter Reed and take gifts. I say that I never laughed so hard as when I was in Walter Reed. They were just really great doctors and people who were nurses who are willing to laugh at me about what could have been considered traumatic or really dire. You know, well The way I talk about that is that feeling of love is so natural and so pervasive that it's really only noticeable when you don't have it. So when I think about when I return myself to these places, which I can still do, I can return there. And I can put my attention on what does that mean? What does that feel like? Is there love there? Of course, it's there. It can't not be there. That's the very essence of everything. It's here too. We simply don't acknowledge it. We don't pay attention to it or we aren't we are opening ourselves to it or, you know, as soon as you believe that we're separate from it, you're going to have the experience of being separate from it. But what if you said to yourself, Wait a minute, this is this is the very essence of me, not love as an emotion, but love as a state of being love as a state of being is the very essence of everything that exists. So as soon as you believe that and allow for it, you're going to start to experience it even here. You don't have to go somewhere else to experience.