He DIED in a CRASH — Then SAW the TRUTH About REALITY with Malcolm Nair

Alex Ferrari 0:00
Tell me what your life was like before you died.

Malcolm Nair 0:08
Growing up you know, my family had different religions, and they always dabbled in different things, and I understood spirituality and dark energy and magic and stuff like that. So I was very intuitive, especially with all the pain and suffering that I had to go through, you know, and I also suffered with migraine headaches, and I would look out the window and think I'm seeing like asteroids falling down from the sky and UFOs. And I always had this fear of the unknown. I didn't know, you know, what my life was going to turn into I just kept going. I kept pushing forward. You know, I just kept believing in something. I just didn't know how to tap into it. So as I got older, I just became worse. Nothing was ever good enough. I wanted to party hard, and I wanted to drink hard and do drugs hard and be very egotistical, macho and tough, and so I ended up attracting my thoughts and feelings and emotions. I wake up in the middle of the night and I say, What do I want to do today? You know? And I wanted to party. I was I was bored. I was like, feeling miserable those days, and I had nothing to go for, except for, you know, chasing friends acquaintances that weren't even my friends, and I said that I just want to do drugs, alcohol and have sex with girls. You know, I'm not afraid to admit these things. I would be the first person to tell my truths now, but that's what I what I asked for. Next thing, you know, I make a couple phone calls, and everything that I wanted came into existence, the girls, the party, the drugs, the alcohol, everything that I wanted. So while I was at the house, I was getting all the drugs and alcohol that I wanted, but I was feeling bored. I wasn't getting, you know, the excitement and that desire that I was looking for. So I said, you know, I'm gonna leave. And you know, I was asked by a few people like, Are you sure, you know, you just finished, you know, all this cocaine and mushrooms and you're on alcohol, you did marijuana and you're smoking. And I'm like, I'm good, you know, I had a high tolerance, right? And it didn't kick in until I got into my car and I said, I'm leaving. I got the keys, and I get into my car, and I ended up saying to myself, I'm going to drive to this girl's house. And I shoot her a text, and I say, hey, where do you live? And she tells me, and I say, Okay, I'm on my way. I'll be there in five minutes. And I start driving, and I just start getting flooded with all these whispers and downloads and thought patterns and and all these lights flashing before my eyes, and before you know it, I was driving that fast in the residential area. I was going about 100 kilometers an hour before I sideswiped two vehicles, and I got confused and lost and dazed. So I forgot where I was going, and I go in circles, and I end up just driving so fast, I black out. I hit two cars. I banged my head on the windshield in a daze, I hit even harder on the gas, and I go up, and I hit a house going 100 kilometers an hour. So I ejected out of the vehicle head first. And from that instance, I left my body and right when I hit that house, it was like a bomb went off, and I started hearing voices immediately, like, what was that? Wake up and I hear people going down the stairs. But I was done. My body was done, and I didn't realize what it was, but it was my spirit was out of my body, and I was able to listen and observe and notice what's going on around me in different places. I didn't have to go into the house, but it was like I was in tune with the thoughts, feelings and emotions I can hear, see and feel things right away when they did the investigation, when they came took pictures and everything my body was located on the passenger side of the vehicle. So when they did the investigation, they didn't have solid evidence of who was the driver? They thought someone drove away. And I was diagnosed with brain damage and short term memory loss, and I lost a lot of blood, 50% of my blood, I was done. And the ambulance comes, and they start trying to revive me, and all I can see and hear and feel is everyone's emotions, and I can hear them working hard on me, telling, you know themselves that, oh my god, let's get him back alive, like he's losing too much blood. I have shards of glass in my head, in the back of my neck and my body. And you know, my car was crushed. I have an SUV. It was a SUV that was just crushed. I hit the brick like a concrete home, like the lower half is all concrete, and so I'm watching all this, and I'm hovering around they start taking me to the hospital, but I was able to observe everything, and I even see the investigation too. I'm able to be at all places at once, like I can see things in the past and future at once. And it was like. I could tap into thoughts and timelines and frequencies and stuff, but, but I'm following my body to the hospital, and so I go to the hospital, and I'm I'm hovering over the ambulance, and I can hear phone calls, and I can hear police officers, and I can hear the ambulance, and I can hear them calling the family and going through my wallet. I can see all of this when it wasn't in front of me. As I get to the hospital, I see them rushing me to ICU, and, you know, taking care of me. And slowly people start showing up, like my mom shows up, and sisters, cousins, family members. And before people can speak, I can hear what they're about to say or who they're about to call, and I'm able to tap. I was tapping into, you know, the telephone wire, or the phone calls, and the frequency leading all the way to the other person on the other line. Those things started to happen, and it was strange, because I didn't know what to do with it. I didn't know, you know what I should do with my spirit, you know, but I would follow my body everywhere for the surgeries I was going, for the for my leg, my my leg broke, my lung collapsed. I had a 75% of nerve damage. I was paralyzed on the right side of my body, and I remember being very dehydrated. I needed water. My body was shutting down. I thought I was going to die. The breathing tube that was in me was choking me, and my neck brace had my neck in a position where I wasn't getting good, proper airflow. So my spirit came back into my body, gave me the strength and remember, it felt like it was a ton of bricks. I hit a house so I couldn't move. I was paralyzed when I woke up, but I gave my spirit, gave myself the strength to take off my own neck brace while I was on life support for two and a half days, I was on life support in those days, I took off my neck brace. I even came back into my body to go like this and tell my mom to get me water. I didn't speak, but I through, through the mind. I was able to enter my mom's mind and tell her to give me water. And just a few minutes later, she said to the doctors and nurses, My son needs water. So I was able to do these things, certain things, and it would happen, and I still do them, but at that time, I didn't know it was just like my Spirit knew it was doing all of these things on purpose. When the nurses and the doctors noticed my neck brace came off and my mom giving me water, they started to say, looks like he's responding. And so you have a decision to make, and you should discuss this with the family. What do you want to do? They decided to have a conversation. And they were debating to leave me plugged in or to unplug me, but ultimately they came to the decision to unplug me. And so when they when my mom came into the room and told the nurses, okay, we decide so she goes up to the plug in the wall, and I'm watching everything at that moment, I was confronted with a compelling I had a compelling to go somewhere that I was longing to go. I had to surrender and detach. And as I was doing that, I started to just leave, automatically hover and go. And I was floating up up, up through the hospital, through the ceiling, and going up. And as I leave the hospital, I started to see the hospital from a distance, and I see it on other platforms, overview, like the satellite, GPS, and you can see the terrain, and you can see everything, and you can see the plane. And I keep going further and further and further, and I get connected to a vortex, like a wormhole, and I didn't know what to do, but it was just taking me. But I was going through these emotions and these feelings, if I should just go and trust or if I should attach and stay and be in control. There was these moments I was going through as a spirit of detachment, acceptance and surrender, and as soon as I just let go of the control and expectation the trust felt better. It felt good. And then it allowed me to go in, and I entered, and it started taking me up slowly, the more that I started to think and feel about thoughts and emotions and everything that's going on. It started to take me up further and further, faster and faster. And I started to see lights and black and and different glimpses and but I start to also see what I was leaving behind, like experiences and stuff. And I started to go faster and faster and faster. Master really, really fast, and I started to panic a little bit inside. And there was a point where I just didn't know where I was going. I didn't know if it was going to stay black, or if it was ever going to go become white, because you always hear stories of a white light, and these things were in my consciousness and my awareness, and I was expecting, but I had to learn to not expect in this timeframe. And when I finally had surrendered into the fear the darkness and learned to trust in the darkness, there was a stillness and a calmness of trust, and it slows down, and then there this white light glowing starts to come through, the darkness seeping through. And I relax, and I surrender, and I'm going upright, and I go towards it, and all becomes white. I thought to myself, where, where am I going? Right? Like, what's what's going to be after this, and behind me is all black, and in front of me is just white light. And I hear a voice saying, he's here, welcome. What do you want to do? And I'm hearing whispers. I am welcomed in. And as I go in, I see angelic beings, white light beings, and they're all in their natural state bombing down, and they're in a surrender essence, and the mood and the compassion and the love is all calm and surrender and welcoming and loving. And I felt like, this is where I belong. This is where I came from. I'm home. This is my people, right? And then there was a large another large being that was about 25 to 100 times bigger than the other humanoid light beings that were there. And he lifted up his head and said, What do you want to do? What are you going to do? And at that moment, I seen my life review, and I knew I had a decision to make, and I confronted my life, and I've seen every turmoil, every suffering, but not only what was done to me, but what I've done to people, and how I handled everything, and how I judged everything in my perspective and the perception that I was coming From, the way I seen everything, the way I left everything, the way I believed in everything, the way I felt and thought about everything, all the emotions, all the encounters, everything, and I'm telling you, like that emotion of being welcomed and I didn't have to go back I was home, was so powerful to just it's so easy to just stay, but I knew I had an oath and dedication to make, a sacrifice to make that I didn't fulfill. Although it looked easy when we're on Earth, this physical realm is it's very hard. It's very hard. And I said, I want to go back. And I felt emotional, you know, and because I knew that it wasn't finished, but I didn't know how it was going to be done. But it was an oath and it was a promise. It was a sacrifice to God and to my higher self. And as soon as I made that commitment and that dedication oath, I was welcomed back, and the same way that I entered, I went back, and I started going down, back into the black. And I go all the way, and I show up into the atmosphere again, and I come down to the atmosphere and through through the terrain, and I see everything from a distance, and I see the hospital, and I start going back through the hospital, back into the ICU, and my mom unplugs me. And right when that happened, it took about 15 minutes before I physically woke up. It was crazy, but I woke up, and I lift up my body, I try to and I look at my leg, and I self realize everything I said, What happened to my leg? And that's what my first words were. And my sister and my mom look at me, and I can feel and hear and see their thoughts, feelings and emotions. And before they speak, I can hear, Oh, that's what he has to say. He's back. And I didn't I didn't care. I was just resentful. I was angry and full of hate and rage and blame, and I wanted to just take everything swept under the carpet and and sweep it back out and confront the world with my rage and my judgment and my anger and blame and tell them and crucify them, because those were the same people that wish death on me. They wish death, but I could feel the energy, and I can feel and hear everyone praying and whispering. I knew what people were saying. I even spoke it to each person. My stepsister would come and tell me her prayers when I was on life support, and when I woke up, I told this is what you said, Exactly, and they were all in shock. My sister, my mom, but I still had this overwhelming blame of Yeah, I hear it all. I know you guys want forgiveness. I know you guys are here now, reaping what you sowed, and vice versa. So it wasn't like I came back and it was easy for me to change. I came back into the same thickness, but it was harder, because I had pain before you forgive yourself and before you love yourself and go to the light realize you can't have light without the dark. All light comes through the dark. So you have to be able to sit in your own pain and suffering and learn how to be comfortable being uncomfortable in the dark, face your fraudulence, and sit in that vulnerability, sit in the shame, sit in the guilt, and learn how to do it differently. You can transmute that stuff by being able to sit in it and go through it and respect yourself after you've done the work. It's hard for us to stare at ourselves in the mirror and self reflect and look at the blame, and look at all the shame, look at all the guilt, you know, and accept it, and look at how far we've come and bless bless it. Thank it. Thank the darkness, thank the hardships. Look at it as a blessing. We're here to receive those as blessings. It's not what happens to us. It's what it's happening for us. So you can love the pain. You can love the injuries. You can love the hurt going on in you. That's what we need to learn how to do.